My little sister is bringing her boyfriend to our "family" Florida vacation this upcoming week. They are a very cool couple... my sister is getting very nervous about it, which I think is a bit cute, but I'm keeping myself big sisterly... "It'll be OK, there are going to be 30 people there, you don't have to be the one entertaining him all the time... Eric is cool, we know him, we know he's probably not going to freak everyone out, and if he does... well maybe it's good to see that now and plus, you'll learn a new use for underwear after seeing him run across the beach with it on his head... hahaha..."
I'll admit I'm also feeling a little pang of, "Dammit! I must be sure to have phil or terry come to my cousin's wedding next month! Little sister can't be in serious relationships! I'm the bigger one! I should be able to give her better advice about this!"
Then I realize, I'm totally happy now and I love being independent and having good guy pals wherever I go... so why do I feel like I need to be having both good guy pals and one, solid, stable person right now? Thoughts like this, to me, are how people end up in bad situations or get divorced later so then all the playing with good guy friends is that much better... and I'm content with that, it's me right now. Then why do I feel like I need to show that a singular person is in my life and I'm dedicated to keeping that person there?
Elizabeth
7/12/2001
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